Mum N Kid-im sorry

30th july...a baby was born..she was adopted buy a nun named Chang Fa..d baby was still sleeping in a basket when Chang Fa Shi brought her back to malacca from KL..d basket was carried by their maid...it was 2am in d morning when d baby reached home..she finali knew tat her home is a temple,Cheng Meng Am...she never regret staying there..she knew tat's her home..d place where she'll get shelter,food,clothes..evrthg tat she needs...she wanted to thx Chang Fa Shi bt she couldn't..she's jz a baby..
The baby grew up fast...she's finally 5years old..she was suppose to call d nun "sifu"..tats wt othr ppl used to call a nun..bt d baby called d nun as "ah heng"...a name to respect her sifu..Ah Heng hold her hand everyday to school-kindergarten..brought food to her every recess..chicken rice..fried noodles..soups..diff day diff dishes..aftr eating,d kid gone to d playground n played wit her frns without giving Ah Heng a gudbye kiss..without hugging her..without saying I LOVE YOU to her..yet..d nun gave d kid a smile n walk away with her hands full with dishes,bowls n etc..without any complains..all she wants is to c d kid happy n enjoy herself in school..back home,homework time..d kid will sit right infont of the TV n watch cartoons non-stop....thn Ah Heng will come towards d kid frm d back n twist her ear saying "wts d tym nw??no id to do homeworks??get ur bag n take out all ur homeworks n do it now!!" 5days in a week,d kid wil get to listen to d same sentence..n yt..d nun wil stil guide her in her homeworks..all d kid cn do is to sit dwn quietly n finsh al her homeworks-(in her mind thkin."i cn play aftr doin al d homeworks..yay~")
All d way up to d age of 7,Ah Heng had registered her beloved kid to d nearest primary school-SK CHIJ(1)...all d othr kids look at d nun in a way..y??cz a nun is without hair..d kid got frustrated n stared at d other kids..in her heart saying,"so wts if my mum is botak??she's still a lovely mum..bet ur mum wont b as lovely as my mum,bluek!!" hmm...wat a kid huh??a kid at d age of 7 noes how to protect her mum although she doesnt reali call her mum..well..in her heart,tat it..no one can replace Chang Fa Shi..she'll oways b d kid's mum..d kid was in 2nd class..al d way up to standard5..n for d last year,she went up to d first class-6M.."Heng,i get num3 in my class..im goin to 6M next year!! r u hapi??r u??" n she replied,"waa...my kid so smart..next year UPSR d..must study harder alright?if u get 4As,il treat u smth special,love u"
Since tat day...d kid reali studied hard..She aimed 4As..n yt,tats her results..she cried all d way home...n mum says,"hey babe,y r u crying??how's ur result??" n thn d kid replied,"im waiting for ur special thg..wts tat??i get d results u wan!!" mum says,"im so proud of u..lets go to secret recipe for dinner,ok" n d kid replied,"o yeay!!! secret recipe..woohoo!!!" The kid did nt even say a word thank you to d nun..jz a smile wil do..well..Ah Heng did not say anyth,no compliments,no complaints,no nth..
It was d year 2005,n d kid,finally reached Form1..new uniforms..new BATA shoes..new bags..evrth's new..she was in 3rd class..listed as Top3 classes..she was all alone..no new friends..no nth..sitting all by herself in a corner of d class..frm thr,she made new friends..she was hapi again..she told her mum tat she had made new friends in secondary schl..evrth's nrml until she was in Form3..PMR year..Dec 24th was d result day..n she cried..straight As??whoa..congrates..but,3As only..ONLY 3As???d kid ran all d way back to home..hide herself in her room and cried all day..n here comes her mum.."r u ok??u've done ur best..dun wori anymore..PMR is nt imprtnt..SPM ul get a better results alright??" n she hugs d kid in her arms..Time past fast...it was 2008 oredi..n d kid was in Form4..studied in a mix stream class..without BIO bt wit ACC...d kid wanted to go for pure sc class..bt in d end,she maintained in d mix stream.."Next year SPM..i must study reali hard in order to achieve my dream.."d kid said..When she was in Form5..alomost a month to SPM.."5As wil b in my hand..hahaha" she laughed..n d results was disappointing..She called her mum n sid sorry to her..sorry tat she didnt achieved as wt she promised.
It was d year 2010..d kid stil confused wit her studies..Form6 or college life??well..she had decided to ask her mum abt it..she wanted to go Utar at Kampar,Perak.Mum has oredi agreed to let d kid go..its d kid's st chance to make her own decision..in d end,she had made up her mind to further up her studies at SEGI College at KL..Mum cried..The kid cried..both of thm had a tok..bt d kid didnt reali answer her mum..The kid doesnt want to c her mum continues to cry,tats y she agreed to go SEGI College.."mum,i love u..stop crying ok??ill go to d college u want me to" d kid spoke to herself..Mum was happy..mum was relieved..Mum did evrth fr d kid..
Today,24th April..mum scolded the kid.."y r u stil nt home yet??hu is tat guy sitting next to u??u purposely use tat car jz to ftch tat guy home??hu do u thk u r??driver??i buy d car fr u to ftch ppl,fr u to b ur frn's driver??" mum cut d phone..d kid had no chance to explain d real situation..d kid cried..d kid worried abt wt wil happen tomorrow..so nw..let d kid explain evrth..let d kid tel u d truth..nt face to face..bt here...

"Heng,i did nt purposely fetch him go back..i went out to pack food fr families..but i found it too early tats y i took a ride to othr places..its just a coincidence tat i fetched him from SKE back to his house..i knew who told tat thr's a guy sitting next to me..u cn b honest to me..if its her..thn let me noe..dun tel ah sam o othrs tat is ur frn who saw me..ur frn doesnt even noe me hw could he/she noe im ur kid..im nt saying u'r lying..bt i jz hope u'l tell me the truth..d guy tat i fetch is jz a frm of mine..no othrs..if u dun lets me hv frns wit guys..wt abt my college life later on??dun tel me tat u wil not allow me to work wit my guy frns??u told me to smile evrday..u told me to b frnly wit evry one...bt y whn i ftch a guy,u'l thk negatively? im old oredi..i noe hw to take care of myslf..i noe u worry about me..i noe u love me..n of cz,i love u too...lyk u said..loving sum1 no nid to show it out..r u gona control or stop me from communicating wit my guy friends?? y must u trust othrs more than to trust us,ur own family members?? u do nt hv to c our faces to continue ur life..u dont hv to..bt..must we oways look at ur faces to b a nrml human lyk othrs?? im jz telling out hw i feel..i hv no othr meaning..if u wana slap me,if u wana whack me o even if u wana canne me..i dun mind..bt il mind if u say im following jing nong's steps..im not..n i wont..il swear upon god tat i wont..mayb to u im gona b one of her shadow soon..bt seriously..i wont..il nvr do tat..if u could jz gv me a chance to realise wt mistake ive done,i promise u il study as high as i could..il prove to u..n i wont disappoint u again..sorry fr my mistakes..n lasty,i love u..
from ur kid-jingru-